Letter Twenty-three

Dear Sneffles,
The celebration has been nonstop since we returned to Korvosa but my heart isn’t in it. So I might as well finish my account of the events that saved thousands from death and the city from becoming the plaything of hellspawn.

We left by ship for a second time as Findis’s teleport only works places she’s been and PJ’s windwalk is too puny to use over such distances. We went in style this time, though, in a navy schooner. The trip took us a week of boredom, mixed with a growing sense of dread that built steadily the closer we came to our goal.

I spent some of my time with the crew, teaching them a few card tricks and how to play knivesies. I also cornered a couple of lads I knew to be in the Thieves’ Guild back home. They are both fuck-ups but one shows promise. I pointed out flaws in their fighting technique and clever recipes for wine out of just about anything except fish guts. The fourth day out I pulled the bright one aside and talked with him about the importance of working within the navy, doing what his officers wanted, anticipating their needs, and gaining their trust. “Patience,” I cautioned him. “The higher you climb the more you can steal—and they’ll thank you for it.” He had a thoughtful look as we parted. With any luck he’ll become a captain of industry someday.

I saw Findis staring out over the bay waters one evening and sat down beside her. I’d been trying to speak with her ever since the “change” happened but she always hustles away as soon as she sees me coming. I guess I shouldn’t have joked about turning her into my “ho.” Like I’d ever kiss anyone who tastes like a zong butt. No, I just wanted to be pals again, like we were in the old days when I’d call him my little buddy and he’d offer to give me one up the ass.

“What’s happening, sis?” I said, looking out over the water where the sun was setting, red and orange, like the royal flag of Korvosa burning.

“Go fuck yourself.”

“If I could I wouldn’t need you,” I laughed in rejoinder. I guess I said the wrong thing again, but she’s just such an easy target, I can’t resist. Still, I should watch it, it could get me killed. “Kidding, kidding,” I temporized.

“Phah,” she puffed out a lungful. “I don’t know what to tell you, man.”

“Tell me we’re going to live through this.”

She gave that exasperated look, which has somehow become fetching on little Findis, even though she doesn’t know how to use makeup, or even take care of her face. I mean, fair or not, a man can get away without shaving, a woman can’t. She’s got what it takes, though, like a new girl in from the country. I just hope Shelley can teach her how to use it.

“Now that Szechuan has Serithtial I don’t think anything can oppose us, even that bitch Queen,” she grunted.

“Yeah, you’re probably right. Also, PJ got himself engorged . . .”

“Enlarged, nimrod.”

“Whatever. Look, Findis—Finarfin—I know you’re still in there. We’ve had our differences, but really, I can’t think of anyone I’d rather go into battle with . . .”

“Don’t patronize me, honky!” She leapt up and would have kicked me right into the water with one of those big-ass feet of hers except I was quicker and got out of the way.

“You didn’t let me finish,” I taunted. “I can’t think of anyone I’d rather go to battle with than Szechuan, Bardar, and PJ! I said nothin’ about you!”

Cruel, I know, and absurd, but suddenly, astonishingly, tears welled up in her eyes.

“Oh, no, no,” I admonished, rushing over and taking her into my arms. “I didn’t mean it.” I cosseted her for a time as the tears gushed forth. She was obviously having problems adjusting to the change in her body’s female humors.

“I feel hot all over,” she wailed, “and then cold, and sometimes like I want to bite someone and sometimes . . . !”

“That’s all right, hush, hush, darling little Findis.” I held her for a time, comforting her, nuzzling the top of her head comfortingly. Then I heard her gasp.

“You, you bastard!” she howled, pushing me away. “That’s the kind of shit I used to pull on women! You almost had me there . . .” By this time sparks were flying out of her pretty little ears and I was running for my life. I managed to lose her long enough to disguise myself as a midshipman and spent the night sharing a bunk below deck with a halitosis enhanced helmsman by the name of Frak.

We arrived the next morning off the coast near the aptly-named Greenrust Reef, waiting solemnly until PJ was ready to take us inland, ship rocking with every step of his freakishly huge form. “If he can’t get girls now he never will,” I thought peevishly as we waited to begin. Finally, after a long while spent silently meditating, PJ said the words and we turned into a wispy cloud and rose into the sky.

Passed over empty marshland with patches of wild, dense jungle we felt no qualm about making rain as the need arose. It was far less messy than pissing out of a moving cart because its driver can't be bothered to stop, I'll tell you that. Following the river we were soon far inland. On one side we passed huge mounds that Bardar said were the graves of Runegiants buried a long time ago. One the other we occasionally glimpsed a rough trail, its milemarkers shaped like frogs, and crude mounds that were home to something I didn't care to ask about.

By evening we were standing before a tall isosceles pyramid—the Sunken Queen—listing in the fetid, swampy water. The were no obvious entrances but with the holy power of Serithtial acting as a guide, we were brought us to a place where the wall let us pass, like stepping through warm suet pudding.

We were met by giant frog-things—boggards according to Bardar, who shouldered me aside in his haste to get at them. Szechuan wasn’t so lucky, catching a load of puke right in the kisser. I expected him to rage but he smiled instead, as if he enjoyed the awful smell, cracking wise as a second boggard took a hunk out of him. Then PJ, giant fists whirling, punched the second beast out. Stunned, it stepped right into Szechuan’s killing blow, which cleaved it neatly in half. As Findis’s scorching ray wilted a couple, I nicked one, but not seriously, and Bardar finished him off.

With the Queen so close we didn’t have much stomach for looting so we moved down a hall, stopping when reaching water. Findis sent her arcane eye to reconnoiter and found its flooded rooms blooming with red algae. She saw ominous crystal tubes leading upward through the ceiling in another place, and endured the sight if not the smell, of the roach-infested quarters of the late boggards. There was also a shaft leading upward. Findis carried us up one at a time although she insisted that I face away from her before she would wrap her arms around me. “You ain’t getting a poke at me,” she griped unnecessarily.

There were four rooms on this level, all empty. One was the Queen’s bedroom, illuminated by three globes of fire. It was expensively furnished, Rahadoum carpets covering the floor. A porcelain third dynasty vase with fresh violets and lotus flowers stood on the bureau—I remembered how you love lotus flowers. And song, next to the bed was a golden harp. Amongst the Queen's baubles I found a ring that I recognized—something I’d exchanged years ago with someone—and quickly put it into my pocket.

The next room smelled of blood. A large basin dominated one end where crystalline tubes emerged crimson from a pool of rich red blood. A woman’s body floated face down in the kroovy. For a moment I feared it was Ileosa but when we fished it out it was a simulacrum of her like the one in Korvosa. I breathed a sigh of relief.

The third room held torture and interrogation devices (ho-hum) and the final room contained an iron stand cradling a large dark blue sapphire. Always game, PJ picked it up and found that it had Szechuan’s name on the bottom. It was a soul trap that reached out violently for the Shoanti barbarian. His face contorted with rage, agony, fear as it tried to pull him inside. Tthe rest of us stood by, helpless spectators of his trial. We all knew that the success of our enterprise could well rest on this moment, this toss of the dice as it were.

Then PJ remembered the harrow card he was keeping, the one that allowed Szechuan respite as he fell to his knees gasping, sweat pouring rivulets from his brow. “Fuck me!” he croaked and I knew that he had beaten it.

With some relief we gathered at the bottom of the upslope tube. “This is it, boys,” Bardar said. I looked around at my comrades of the last few months: Szechuan the strong (in more ways than one), PJ the impetuous, Findis/Finarfin the damaged soul, Bardar the imperturbable, Cordobles the unfortunate. “Let’s do it,” PJ cried eagerly.

We followed the shaft up another level. On one wall was an ancient map, “Thassalon,” Bardar muttered.  In the middle of the room floated an immense bubble of blood at the apex of the crystalline tubes—the fabled Everdawn Pool, legendary place of power and bloody miracles. Ileosa was here, I knew it. Faces, parts of bodies, buildings emerged briefly from the gore, only to quickly submerge.

As the agitation of pool increased, from peaceful ripples to angry waves, we saw the skyline of Korvosa emerge and fall, reminding us of what was at stake. Then it birthed three mordant blobs—dread wraiths. Then her eyrinyes made their entrance, apparently waiting for the most melodramatic moment. Finally, Ileosa herself emerged, all violent fury, and then a second, and a third until there were seven beautiful, angry women challenging us. My heart sank into my boots.

Using his giant size to full effect, PJ quickly destroyed the wraiths, then helped Szechuan with the Illeosas until only one of them remained. Findis looked cross-eyed as she endured a drubbing, shrieked, then attacked her big buddy Szechuan, who held her off with the flat of his sword. Wanting to stay as far away from the remaining Ileosa as possible, I killed one of the erinyes, lethal beauty that she was, and immediately turned on another.

That’s when PJ called in a planer ally and for the first time I saw the Queen sag. I tried calling my new formians to the battle but something prevented their arrival. Suddenly, like Findis, I realized that my will was not my own. Ileosa shook me like an old rag doll, tearing my mind apart, controlling me. Our thoughts become one as she sucked away all my memories of you, sweet Sneffles.

When we first met I was nine, you seven. The drunks and drug addled louts who inhabited that place cruelly made you dance for their amusement as, one after another, they fucked our mothers in the stale back room. You smiled for them and danced anyway, while a slim young boy emptied their pockets of everything they owned. You won my heart that night, although I didn’t know it at the time.

No, I knew that I truly loved you years later, the first time we kissed. We were still virgins (although not for much longer). It was one of those rare evenings in Old Korvosa when the breeze brought in sea air instead of the smell of rotting garbage and it was cool instead of hot.

We were hiding away together with a pie I’d found on somebody’s window sill. There was a smudge of raspberry filling at one corner of your mouth and I wiped it away absent mindedly with my thumb, brushing your hair, red as the dawning sun, from your eyes—laughing eyes that were the coolest shade of green. I could not look away. From that moment on you were all I will ever care about. Our kiss seemed to last forever, and maybe it has, because I never did get over it. When we finally made love, after so many false starts, I knew that you were with the person who completed me. How many people can say that about another? Even for a moment.

And this is where it’s brought us Queen Ileosa—my Sneffles. My heart cries out to you, but the man is done crying over what you’ve become. These letters I’ve written were meant for the girl I remember, the one I loved and who loved me. The one I protected, and who protected me. When you first seduced the old king we thought it a lark, a game where we could both profit. We cooked up that ridiculous story about you being some runaway upper-crust Cheliax party girl and Korvosa’s royal court swallowed it whole because you are so beautiful and, like all men, they wanted you.

I waited for you, thinking that you would one day tire of the game and we would take our loot and run but instead something else happened—you found the Fangs of Kazavon and they took you. I hoped, and prayed that deep inside, you were not corrupted by the forces you’d unleashed. I thought that when the end came I could save you. But when I see you there beside the bloody Everdawn Pool, and look into your dead eyes, seeing no recognition there, no love left for a little boy lost, I know that the woman I love is gone forever and only a sad fraud remains. I pray for death to take both of us so I can follow you to hell.

Then you hesitated, recognizing something in the thoughts you were ravaging from me, some spark of love lost forever. Our eyes met briefly, a single tear slid down your cheek as Szechuan brutally forced Serithtial through your quarrelling body, bringing an end to your ambition and to my hope.

"No," I whispered helplessly. "Oh no."

“That strike was for my people!” Szechuan gloried. “This . . . is for me!”

But before he could violate you further Serithtial interrupted him, leading him to the crown of fangs, which had fallen from your head onto the floor, and he battered it to pieces.

Oh, there was more. The Everdawn Pool tried to puke up some form of Kazavon but the boys handled it—they always do. I could only stare down upon your poor shattered body as the others celebrated, too exuberant to notice my distress. Wrapping you in my mantle, I used my ring of invisibility to spirit you away, rappelling down the shafts and into the dark, cold morning, tears blinding me as I stumbled and fell and rose to stumble again.

Finding a quiet spot amongst a small copse of trees near a brook, I set you down carefully onto the wet grass. As dawn brought the new day, I washed your body of the blood that had so obsessed you. I did not think, but did what had to be done, as you taught me back when it was just the two of us. In my mind I saw you smile, felt your soft touch on my arm, your warm, gentle sigh, heard the laughter we shared as I told you about my latest misadventure.

Then I covered you with the simple white gown I’d found in your chamber, using my kit of disguise to repair your ravaged face. I combed your hair, drawing it back into the ponytail you favored when we were young, placing my amulet of armor about your throat and my silver holy symbol of Desna into your hands, which I then crossed above your heart. On your feet I put the dragonhide boots I’d had made for you. Then I slipped my ring of friend shield onto your wedding finger before kissing you one last time. Wrapping you protectively in my mantle of spell resistance, I lowered you into the unforgiving earth. Kneeling, I prayed to Desna that someday I can join you in whatever dark corner of hell you inhabit.

“Yo, ’Dobles!”

I looked up and saw your killer, Szechuan, resplendent in his gear, Serithtial glowing in his hand.

“The party’s breaking up, dude. I’m heading home to kick ass and take names. What are you doing out here?”

I sighed, looking away. “I felt bad for Ileosa,” I told him. “She was like me, she came from the streets. I thought someone should bury her.”

“Good idea, just make sure to hide her well, you don’t want anyone to dig her back up, you know what I mean?”

“So where do you think she’s buried?” I asked him.

He looked around, then grinned, clapping me on the shoulder hard enough to knock the wind from my sails. “See you around, hoss. Better get back there pronto because Findis is about to teleport them away and she says she ‘ain’t waiting for no skinny-assed pimps!’

“To tell you the truth,” he winked, “the wee lass is on the rag again.”

“What else is new?” I wanly smiled.

I watched him go, whistling as he strode away, unknowingly passing over your grave. Even Serithtial didn’t cop to it. Saying goodbye to you at last, I returned to my friends and the hurly-burly of the city.

Love forever,
Cordobles

Letter Twenty-two

Dear Sneffles,
I don’t know where to begin, things have changed so completely. We’ve chased the Queen from her lair, I’ve been offered a new job, and Finarfin has had quite a change of heart.

But let’s begin at the beginning.

Back in our catacomb lair we began preparing for the next day’s assault on the castle. Kroft, Orisini, Bardar, and Neolandus were all excited over our talks with Vimanda and Merrin. You could see that for the first time they really thought we could pull it off. Me, I’ve never had any doubt in the boys, having seen them wade through the horrors of Scarwall.

Poring over the maps of the castle we’d obtained from Sabina, PJ came up with the clever idea of using his wind walk spell to invade the castle’s sewers, rather than floating over its walls. You see, wind walk turns flesh into a cloud-like mist that can take to the sky, or in this case, pass through the plumbing.

Vimanda’s crew, we hoped, would create a diversion by drawing the Gray Maidens from the castle. Once the gate was open, Kroft’s and Sabina’s forces could complete a frontal assault on the castle, gaining entry and routing the Red Mantis who occupied the castle.

With this decided the group, running on nervous energy, started squabbling like hungry siblings and I took my leave to get some rest and write you, dear girl.

In the morning I was awoken before the others with word that a messenger had arrived for me from the Thieves' Guild. Figuring they wanted back dues I dressed in my most ragged gear, leaving all my most expensive bling well-hidden in the boneyard. As a point of honor I kept my Starknife. To my surprise the messenger was none other than underboss Boskus Rey, natty in his blue uniform. You probably remember him as one of those who claimed your cherry the summer you sold it so many times over.

He was quite unctuous, a man who had kicked me to the curb more than once when I was a youngster. Taking him to a quiet alcove I asked the attending acolyte to bring us coffee. While he was gone I inquired as to what Boskus wanted with me and to my absolute amazement he offered me the position of Guildmaster of the Cerulean Society! Apparently Guildemaster Boule has succumbed to Blood Veil and the factions in the thieves’ guild can not agree on whom to make their new master. So they decided to ask me, someone neutral, a hero, and one of their own. And if I'm a bit naive, all the better. Of course, Boskus didn’t say that last thing but he was thinking it.

I was still sitting in stunned silence when the boy returned with our coffee and I absently donated one gp to their donations box before dismissing him.

“I cannot refuse this honor,” I finally told Rey. “But I still have to finish what I’ve started here.”

“Of course,” he agreed. “We expected nothing else. Scragg and Frogleggy are watching over the organization right now.”

“And who’s watching over them?” I laughed and, thankfully, he joined me. “I suppose you wouldn’t be averse to keeping an eye out for my interests?”

“Of course, Guildmaster.” He bowed and would have kissed my ring if I hadn’t hidden it before coming down to meet him.

Quietly, he ran over a list of his most trusted mates and I suggested a few droogies of my own to help them out. We parted with some understanding of what must be done. Oh Sneffles, this is not exactly what I wanted for us but that a bastard son of Gaedrun Lamm could rise to be crime lord of all Korvosa is Desna’s plan for me—Desna’s plan for us—and we dare not refuse her.

Returning to our quarters I saw the boys were up and that another heroes' feast was being prepared before our assault on the castle. As we ate I thought about you, my love. Prayed that that fool you're married to has taken you from the city, or at least barred the door.

Once Vimanda’s diversion was set in motion we made it to the castle. PJ cast his spell and we dissolved into warm mist, a vague eerie feeling. Being somewhat claustrophobic, I kept my eyes closed as we bumped over the rank sewage and were eventually decanted into a room beside the grand staircase. Gathering our wits, and with some trepidation, we carefully inched upward. It was surprisingly quiet. With no one to deny us we marched (me invisible) straight into the throne room, its galleries—usually crowded with petitioners, sycophants, and lawyers—standing vacant.

There, on the awe-inspiring Crimson Throne, Queen Ileosa waited for us with a sneer on those beautiful lips and the Fangs of Kazovon resting comfortably on her head. Surrounding her was a small retinue of Crimson Maidens and three ferocious warhounds. She taunted us, but in a half-hearted way. If she hoped for rescue she had a long wait coming for I could hear the faint sounds of battle outside through the thick walls. “Kill them,” she breathed dispassionately, so quietly I could barely hear her words. “Kill them all.”

Then she disappeared. The throne was indeed crimson now as Driar’s spell of holy smite juiced the Queen like overly ripe fruit, pulp and all, leaving a pool of sticky, hot blood in its wake. “Whoa,” I thought as the hellhounds and Maidens rushed to attack. I ghosted behind one of them, slipping a blade between the joins in her armor. I heard her gasp and then sigh lifeless to the floor. Sweet girl, I hate this.

Looking about the room, I saw that our fracas was attracting every warrior in the joint as a murder of winged erinyes emerged into the room. They are beautiful, hellish creatures, landing gracefully around the room’s perimeter while unlimbering their flaming longbows. Closer, the warhounds stalked, coughing hot breath louder than Szechuan’s battle-farts.

“Balls nasty,” I thought, smiling like Little Alex before a caper.

PJ took care of the devilish erinyes, though, sending most of them back to the netherworld before I had a chance to try my rapier on the nearest one.

Finarfin appeared to fighting the very air itself and I realized he must be jousting with an invisible foe, perhaps the Queen’s errant seneschal Togomor, who had so far been missing. Then a fat horned devil arrived and the party really started cooking as Red Mantis ran willy-nilly through the room with Sabina’s Maidens close behind, shrieking their terrifying war cries.

PJ and Szechuan—the latter, as always, fighting to his last breath—worked over the immense horned devil who finally succumbed to a combination of lethal “Butcher Blows” from the monk of Irori. It howled with disbelieve as its spirit returned to its Source.

Driar had also located the invisible Togomor, quite literally taking his life from him. Twisted like a rag doll, the bloat-mage fell to the floor with a loud, wet thud. In the silence afterward I could hear the drip of blood, the hiss of the dying, the cheers outside the castle, a faint slithering from the hall approaching. We stood in anticipation until finally the dimly lit head of a man poked shyly from the ruined jamb of the doorway.

“Ey Oh,” he said. “Y’all.” Rheumy, lush’s eyes surveyed the room distantly. “We got us a spot o’ trouble here,” he allowed to someone beside him.

A second head arose, as disreputable as the first, and then a third. They reminded me of that act at the street carnival. The one with the three halfling clowns—Larry, Moe, and Curly. Only these three clowns were attached at the shoulder and behind them lurked a fat slug-like body.

“We’re going to tear the cocks from your balls!” One of them promised, Larry I think.

“Yeah, and shove them up your ass through your mouth,” Moe added.

“Woo, woo, woo,” was all Curly could think to say.

Worse, at the other end of its enormous body was a monstrous asshole spouting scores of razor sharp teeth. It was a powerful creature known as a bdellavritra fiend. I only wished that Laori was here to see this. It must have been desperate because normally the creatures prefer to stay hidden in the background—kind of like us rogues.

To say that with all the build-up the dénouement was anticlimactic is to undervalue the enormous stink the creature left behind. I’ll never eat baked beans again.

We looked around at each other, silly grins on most faces, except for Driar and Szechuan, the latter upset because there was no one left to kill—being righteous has made him more ferocious, if anything—and the former because he'd figured out what had just happened. “I thought the Queen’s demise came a bit too easily,” he said, walking over to help Finarfin climb from the thing’s guts, which had pungently buried him.

“Could it be she was merely some kind of simulacrum?” he asked after he’d finished vomiting. “A device that Togomor meant to lure us into the room? That we have yet to actually face off against the Queen?”

“What’s a simulacrum?” I asked.

“A magical construct,” PJ answered. “A proxy of sorts made of blood or earth or whatnot—kind of like a fancy puppet.” Now he was speaking language that I could understand.

“It looks like our dead mage friend here,” Finarfin pointed to the body of Togomor, “made this one, and it came apart when Driar cast his spell.”

“Oh,” I said, still rather confused. “I thought it was the bdellavritra that specialized in 'possession using hosts.' I get it now, my bad.”

Just then Kroft, Neolandus, Orisini, and Sabina found us. “Is it over?” Sabina’s eyes darted to the Throne and the pool of blood beneath it.

“I think not,” Driar scowled. “The Queen has fled.”

“Damnation!” Kroft cursed. “Who knows what she’ll pull next?”

I was too busy looting to bother listening to the rest of their fretting. ‘My thoughts are with the gold vaults,’ as preacher Sam would say. So we set off to explore the rest of the castle. Poking around in one set of apartments we came across a glass case filled with sets of cards like the kinds the three-card-Monty sharks use on the waterfont, along with cheap harrow decks. But on closer look I saw a rarer breed of divination cards hidden there, some quite holy, some displaying demonic ensigns.

A secret panel led us into quiet chambers with a bed, a chair, and a small table with an antique redwood case inside which there was an ancient yellowed Harrow deck. As I reached to pick it up a mist formed protectively around it, warding us away. What then emerged was a restless tiefling ghost who had apparently been walled up nearby as punishment for some offense. “My bones,” it moaned. “My bones. My kingdom for my bones.” Then it faded away.

“All righty, then,” PJ said, turning to leave.

For the next hour we poked through hastily abandoned chambers without finding more than trinkets, then we uncovered a secret staircase (Don’t you love castles?) leading into the gloom below. In the passage at the bottom we found a place that was broken through, entering an ancient chamber, smooth stone walls covered with carved, ferocious, long-forgotten, gods and demons, like some drunken late night tattoo spiraling up your spine that you wake up with the next morning.

We passed four lifelike statues of servants awaiting the lash. They seemed to be watching us, eager to step out of their stone and get at us, but there was nary a movement. We then entered a modest room where, on a low alabaster plinth, sat the empty coffer that had once housed the dread Fangs of Kazavon. “Just the ornament for a vain young queen,” Driar grimaced.

“I think it’s time to roll up some zong,” Finarfin muttered in reply, proceeding to do just that, its cloying fragrance quickly filling the small room. “Loosen up man,” he offered me a drag but I declined.

“There’s got to be more to it than this,” I said, poking around the room.

“Oh, sure,” Finarfin replied. “Why don’t you just start knocking holes in the wall?”

“Good idea, wee laddie,” Needing no encouragement Szechuan immediately swung his earthbreaker, joyously battering a rent in the wall that improbably revealed a dusty corpse hidden there, a desperate look upon its face, fingernails shredded and torn in his desperate attempt to breech his tomb’s wall. On his forehead were tiefling’s horns.

“Bingo,” Finarfin grunted with satisfaction, relighting his spliff.

So we hauled the thing back upstairs, being greeted by the rest of our crew, who had the castle, and the city, well in hand. Back in the tiefling’s cozy apartment we discovered the apparition already awaiting us, joyful over our recovery of his bones.

“I was Venster Arabasti,” he shambled around the room as he talked, stopping to look each of us in the eye. “The late king’s half-brother.” The rumors are true, then. Because of his savage lust for Ileosa he had murdered his own brother.

Well, he wasn’t asking our forgiveness. He thought the gods had dealt rightly with him. His punishment when his contemptuous lover had sealed him away to die slowly, starving, lonely. With the dead’s placid acceptance of their fate—as if nothing on this plane matters any more, even injustice—he said, “If you living knew what we, the dead, know, you would thank your murderers and move on as quickly as possible. The reason I linger,” he went on, “is to give you fair warning. Ileosa is planning to use the magic given to her by Kazavon, the Blue Dragon, to steal the lifeblood of all Korvosa.”

“The priests of Asmodeus!” Vencarlo interjected savagely.

“Yes,” the wraith quietly agreed. “They collected the blood samples from all over the city for her. Now she just has to complete the ceremony and poof!” Arabasti fluttered his hands like a puff of black smoke. “The souls of the innocent become her soul and half the city dies.”

“Crap,” Orisini groaned. “Where did she go?”

“The Sunken Queen,” he said unhelpfully. The spirit smiled, faded for a moment, and then returned. “Take this ring to Mother’s tower.”

He handed it to Finarfin, who took it hesitatingly, staring as it rested in the palm of his hand. “Precious,” he whispered.

“Now give me the Harrow deck you carry, little one,” Arabasti quietly asked him. Quickly pulling the cards given him by Zellara so long ago from the pocket of his soiled breeches Finarfin gave them to the almost-solid wraith standing before him.

“Zellara, my pet, come forth and join me,” he called in a sing-song voice. “Together, we will give these heroes a boon . . . or a curse.”

“Or maybe a little of both!” she cackled, spirit joining his.

To call it a love act is like comparing a touch to a kiss; or a glance to a commitment. Joy filled the room as the two spirits commingled, pulsing rainbow light dazzling, carrying us along in something not unlike orgasm. It was hard to meet the others’ eyes afterward.

Bardar was the first to gather his wits. “What have we here?” he asked looking down at the table with its stack of cards.

“It’s a game,” I said, remembering my years helping Dame Jakkkus with her street scams. “A simple game of chance. You see, you tell the dealer how many cards you wish to draw. Some are good, some are bad. You can discard one but you must redraw and you’re stuck with the rest.”

“Bring it on!” said PJ, with the bravado of an ex-junkie.

“Let me warn you,” I smiled. “The mark never wins.”

“Oh, go fuck yourself,” Finarfin replied testily. “Give me three.”

PJ went first and his luck held true (I guess) as one card caused him to grow to giant proportion. He strode around importantly until banging his head on a hanging lamp and sitting with a thud. Szechuan eyed him enviously.

Finarfin was next and his first card was very good because it changed him into a woman! We all stared in amazement at the transformation. At first he seemed indifferent to the change but then his face became redder and redder as the implications of what had just transpired hit him/her. Caught on the horns of a dilemma, Finarfin could not re-draw a card because something worse might come next. He took it like a woman, though, and drew twice more. Now he can walk a little faster and pick locks a little quicker, while pleasing the stray eye in the meantime.

I wasn’t as lucky as Finarfin but still obtained two Formian bodyguards (who will be very useful when we start reorganizing the Guild) and a holy sword worth 80,000 gp! (I was set to sell it to Driar at a discount when he got one of his very own!) Hallalujah!

Everyone came out ahead except Cressida, who was sex-bound to a genie, which isn’t all that bad in some ways but means that she has to end things with Bardar. From the look on his face I’d say that if a holy man ever needed a drink, it’s this one. Worse, it means Kroft is no longer qualified to be regent. Since the rest of us are bandits, that leaves Neolandus to shoulder the burden. Secretly, I’m delighted. He’ll be much more open to the needs of the Cerulean Society than Kroft would ever be. Vencarlo is as incorruptible as ever, of course, but I feel certain that his vanity will lead him astray eventually.

That only left us to search the Queen Mother’s high tower. The room at the top was empty but Arabasti’s ring quickly opened a secret portal into the comfortable study hidden there. It reminded me of Shyster John’s office (the Old Korvosa lawyer who made his bundle keeping the likes of Gaedrun Lamm, OJ Boule, and countless others out of prison and away from the gallows). It even smelled of expensive peach tobacco.

On the desk lay a leather-bound volume—Truths of the Sihedron—about the ancient Runelords. Like the stories they used to tell us as kids to scare us straight. We opened it with trepidation, reeking of some infernal source. One chapter had been dogeared and written upon, as if by a madman in a library.

We listened as Bardar read aloud from the tome about the power of the Everdawn Pool, which lingered in the place known as the Sunken Queen. Ileosa believes she can harness this force to anneal the life force of thousands of innocent Korvosans making her immortal.

A chill ran through me as I wondered if yours was one of those blood samples. My god!

“Ah,” said Driar, holding up a parchment he had found. “Here’s the proof—a contract binding Ileosa to Sermignatto—the Lord of Bloody Quicksands (ew!). It promises him control of Korvosa in exchange for helping her attain immortality.”

“Fuck me!” Szechuan exclaimed.

We left the mopping up to Merrin and her crew but were not done for the night, taking our loot to far-off Kar Maga, where I bought an overgarment of spell resistance and that dancing starknife I’ve always wanted. Afterward we sat in a pub, The Lasting Weasel where, with a little maneuvering and a soupçon of treachery, I managed to be seated next to Finarfin—Findis she’s calling herself—and offered my services to help her ease himself into the ways of womanhood. Like all of my suggestions it met with instant rebuke and an offer to “fry your pimp ass!”

In fact, Findis is a cute little number who can turn quite a bit of gold if she ever decides to go that route. And who would be better to break her in than me? As the song goes, “None of my women have tears in their eyes, you can ask them about me, I swear.”* I know, I’ve retired from all that, but I’m doing this as a favor to a friend.

Seriously, though, Finarfin—Findis—has always known how to dish it out but not how to take it. I mean, as a man he loved women, and this is his/her opportunity to discover what it feels like to get it the other way around. Who wouldn’t want to try that? And who would be a more caring, gentle lover than yours truly to help her cross that threshold? Of course, if she prefers it done up rough I can always find out if old “Cherrypopper” Magdalore is still alive.

After we returned to Korvosa—keeping PJ between Findis and myself—all I wanted to do was sleep but still had to meet with Vimanda in a neutral spot in North Point to hash out our differences. Needless to say, she wasn’t happy.

“This was not our deal,” she rumbled as a frightened looking proprietor brought us ale.

“Yes, that’s exactly right,” I agreed equitably. “But we forgot to include the Cerulean Society in the deal and they won't be played.” I let her simmer for a minute. “Look,” I wheedled like Solemn Jimmie getting a free cinnamon bun out of the baker’s apprentice, “there is going to be plenty to go around once we split up the loot from Queenie’s stash and those of her allies—those fuckers will be lucky to get out with their lives. And with her gone, commerce will be renewed, people will visit again—and they have their needs. Korvosa will be rebuilt bigger, stronger, richer, and this time we’ll get a piece of the action. You can make a lot more legitimate, and the overhead is lower!”

It was her turn to contemplate me.

“Vimanda, for now let the old agreements stand and we’ll go on with business as usual. Once I get my bearings we’ll meet to discuss the future of our . . . collaboration.”

“Cordobles, I don’t know how you did it,” she coldly replied. “I would swear you don’t have a brain in your head but, as you’re spokesman for the Guild, I have to listen.”

Standing, she took her leave but stopped at the doorway for one last word. “I’m holding you responsible,” she stated evenly and was gone.

Boskus Rey smiled, shaking his head. “We’re going to have to watch that one.”

“She’ll calm down and if I’m right she’ll soon be too rich to care.”

The boys laughed, but that’s what I pay them for.

Dear Sneffles, I know you like the life you've been given and considering the hardships you've known, who can blame you? But please remember what we were to each other when all this began. You promised then that you would return to me and I intend to hold you to it.
Sadly, lovingly,
Your Cordobles

"The Dudes Inside" painted by Salvatore Scream

* Lyrics from Nowadays a Woman's Gotta Hit a Man by Don van Vliet

Letter Twenty-one

Dear Sneffles,
We arrived about two miles south of Korvosa and carefully hiked toward the city, Finarfin’s little legs pumping to keep up with his big buddy Szechuan, whose offer to carry him was answered with an angry singeing around the edges. Szechuan just grinned, rubbing the ashes from his hair.

There was no one on the road, no one alive anyway, but there was the occasional cruciform pole with its rotting victim to warn passersby not to fuck with the Queen. Concealed within a copse of jingleberry trees we decided to wait until nightfall before approaching the city walls. Instead, we carefully made our way over to bayside to wait out the afternoon. I fingered the ring of invisibility that had replaced my ring of sustenance. For the first time in over a month I was hungry!

At the water’s edge I decided to capture dinner, wading into the water. Szechuan bet I couldn’t catch the fish using only my hands and I soon had several big bay trout and his 10cp to boot. We debated briefly whether to risk a fire, then gathered wood from fallen jok trees, Driar saying it made almost no smoke. He then whipped up some fluffy hoecakes, adding honey that PJ found in a nearby hive. Finarfin rustled up the greens, making a surprisingly subtle dressing from herbs, wine, and oil he had squirreled away in our portable hole. Szechuan dug up some roots that roasted about six hours before we could eat them but were damned tasty when we did.

We played pinochle after that, using the harrow deck Zollara had given us. Driar turns out to be quite a card sharp—or at least very lucky—and I was out 3gp for the afternoon. When evening came PJ used wind walk to create a cloud and float us to our destination in the Gray Ward. I was surprised at how few lights shone in the city, once the crown jewel of Varisia. What the fuck?

The Temple of Pharasma was quiet, but then it always is. Torches burned by the great wooden doors, illuminating a nave of blue and white onyx. Finarfin sent his arcane eye ahead of us to check things out. Then PJ, taking the lead, banged on the large door until finally a slit opened to reveal a suspicious pair of beady eyes regarded him. PJ wheedled with the eyes until they finally let him in, with running commentary from Finarfin courtesy of his eye. After a comical lot of convincing someone important finally realized that we really were who we said we were and they opened the doors, escorting us into a sub-basement where pyramids of skulls were stacked like melons at the market. There were bins of ribs and tailbones, tibia lay bundled and stacked like so much cordwood. I find the notion of such anonymity in death somewhat comforting.

Thankfully, we were soon ushered through an iron door into a passageway bustling with activity. It looked like they were preparing for a long siege. I stole a few trinkets along the way for old time’s sake. Finally we reached a large room with tables and couches, where maps hung from the wall. There, with the old bishop,  gathered our comrades.

Kroft, sat wan and weary, heading the resistance obviously doesn’t agree with her, whereas Vencarlo never looked better, the excitement rejuvenating the old war horse as he and Trinia canoodled in a corner of the room. Neolandis was, well, as stolid as ever, Grau drunk—that much hasn’t changed—and Bardar was unapproachable. Yeah, it was a big happy reunion.

I filled a plate of plain fare at a small buffet as Kroft filled us in on the situation. The Queen was crazier than ever, she told us, using any excuse to imprison and execute her citizens, who mostly stayed indoors, at least until they were dragged out by the Gray Maidens. There was one “peoples’ hero,” Trifaccia—three face. The suspicion was that he was a sockpuppet for someone else, but whether that someone was a free agent taking advantage of the situation or the Queen’s operative, no one could say. Of course, you must know all of this, but it was news to me.

We told them of our adventures in Scarwall, what we had found out about Kazavon and his probable domination of the Queen, the role the adherents of Zon-Kuthon and Rovagug were playing, and the solution to our problems, the blade Serithtiel, which Szechuan extended in all its legendary glory to the bedazzlement of those gathered.

“That and a small army,” the bishop concurred.

We then palavered over the role us Dudes would play in all this. Of course, Kroft wants us to do the heavy lifting while they finish their preparations. “No one else can confront Trifaccia,” she said. “He may seem a fop but, believe me, there is power there.”

“Fa!” Finarfin interjected dismissively. “If Mithrodar can’t handle us, how is this chump gonna do it?”

“Hush,” Bardar commanded royally. “We will underestimate no one.”

“Pfhaa!” Finarfin replied.

“What allies do we have?” PJ asked, ignoring him.

Neolandus fielded this one. “House Arkona, maybe.”

“What about the Acadamae?”

“They’re going to sit on their hands until it’s over.”

“Criminals and intellectuals,” Driar muttered.

“Is there a difference?” Vencarlo shrugged.

“We think we can get enough support on the street without them,” Kroft said.

“I donno,” PJ replied. “We’ve got an in with the Arkonas and we might be able to coordinate a diversion with them. At least let us try.”

“All right,” Neolandus sighed.

Then the discussion turned to who among us would take the reigns of government after we’d deposed the Queen. I expected to snooze through the discussion but it quickly became rancorous when Finarfin jumped on his chair and loudly pronounced his claim to the throne! The silence that answered him was so deep I could hear the rats gnawing the bones in the walls. As if these establishment types would ever consider handing their nation over to a stoned former slurry-boy with an evil temper who wastes his considerable charm seducing lonely party girls. How exactly would a guy, who still plans to kill a snotty receptionist four months after she bruised his feelings, deal with political opposition, and would it look any different from the corpses now lining Ileosa’s streets? Being in hot water with Finarfin already, I kept my mouth shut just in case he succeeds, but really, his delusion is perfectly hermetic.

He even came on to Trinia again, not noticing her edging away from him as he smacked his lips while regarding her liquidly; or that she has something going on with Orisini, who fingered his weapon speculatively while watching them converse. Wake up, little dude!

After our meeting broke up I followed Orisini and Trinia to their small room down a long cold corridor where we shared a bottle of wine. I sat in their only chair while they curled up on their bed together. The walls were covered with maps of the castle that Trinia had made, as well as likenesses of people we’d eventually need to capture or kill.

“This is Trifaccia,” she said while handing me the likeness she had modeled from clay. “Although he doesn’t always wear this stupid mask, I’ve never been able to get a good enough description to draw his face.”

“He’s a third-grade fighter and a worse comedian, yet he always seems to come out on top,” Vencarlo added.

“Sounds like the fights are rigged.”

I apologized to him for selling his Keen rapier but he shrugged dismissively. “I’m always losing those things,” he admitted. “That’s why I carry so many knives.”

In the morning Driar ghosted out into the city, visible only to children, spreading the word—the Dudes are back in town! Tell your friends. Tell your enemies. Tell the Queen.

It was dead quiet as we strolled through the city as if as if we owned the place. The silence was eerie, like the tombs of Pharasma we’d just left behind. Even the hounds were quiet, or perhaps they’ve all been eaten.

We were standing around Eodred’s Walk waiting for Driar to show up when, right on cue, we were confronted by a small gang of thugs, one of them wearing the mask of Trifaccia.

“You gotta be kidding me,” Trifaccia said while looking from Szechuan to Finarfin. “I wasn’t expecting a freak show.”

“We’re the Dudes, little brother,” PJ stepped forward. “And we just want to know what side you’re on.”

“What side have you got?”

“We fight for the people of Korvosa.”

A brittle chuckle emerged from behind the mask. “Ah, yes, the people. Do you mean the ones standing with you today?” He indicated the empty square.

“The powerless, yes,” PJ intoned vigorously.

“Powerless like Kroft, Neolandis, and Orisini?”

PJ colored violently.

“I am the one truly for the people,” Trifaccia rasped insolently, “and against anyone who would exploit them!”

Szechuan, who was having trouble following the talk, strode forward with a roar, wielding his axe, intent on removing Trifaccia’s mask along with his head, suddenly stopped in mid-swing, consternation etched on his simple face.

“And you, halfling. Why don’t you impress us all and piss your pants!” And, to his great embarrassment, my small companion did just that. It was possibly the saddest thing I’d ever seen, but I finally understood—Trifaccia was imbuing his commands with some sort of sorcery!

Angry now, Finarfin cast feeblemind on the fucker, who reeled backward in obvious consternation. He then cast a simple cantrip on himself, drying his breeches.

“Very good, little man.” A burly red-haired fellow stepped from the gang while the others wisely ran for cover.

“Who are you calling a man?” Finarfin growled in reply.

Ignoring him, the “real” Trifaccia called out a challenge to any of us who were willing to meet him mano-a-mano and Driar immediately stepped forward. “Me.”

They stood glaring at one another like two carnie wrestlers, standing about ten yards apart. “Demon spawn, I know you,” Driar growled.

Seeing my opportunity I used my new ring to fade from sight, moving quickly to flank him from behind. Driar kept him occupied in the meantime, boinking him so hard that he dropped the illusion of a man, revealing a big fat ugly efreeti pointing its naked ass-end at Driar’s head. Before he could fart flames at the cleric, Szechuan sliced a squealing hunk off the fire-genie, sparks flying everywhere. Not seeing me he stepped into my waiting bane rapier, which thrust deep into its heart. Hot blood spurt from his chest like from a slaughterhouse drain.

I barely had time to wipe the blood from my boots when a loud rustling overhead and a sudden darkness announced the arrival of the great black dragon Zarmangarof, which descended perilously, as if to its own destruction, bullied down by its rider, Sabina Merrin. I know she was your pal for awhile, Sneffles, and you claim that out of uniform she is a very sweet person, but, believe me, on the field she’s scary. That dragon didn’t want to be anywhere near us yet she forced it down using just the strength of her thighs. My god, no wonder it is said that her lovers wear full armor if they expect to survive the encounter. She forced the dragon into a death trap when she probably could have just walked over from the next block and joined us. We didn’t waste our opportunity and soon the magnificent beast lay dying on the ground as Merrin surrendered herself, giving us a sob story about, well, you probably know better than I.

She gave us a song and dance about losing faith in the Queen, and I suppose there must be something to it, although I don’t believe she cares if the Queen hangs every citizen in the city. No, this is personal. She does not trust the change Kazavon has made to her lover, but doesn’t think she has the strength to overcome his influence, either—and that, dear love, is what scares me.

After waiting for us to loot the dead efreeti (I found his real name, Yzahnum, sewn into his underware), Merrin led us over to Gray Maiden HQ where she started slaughtering her unsuspecting soldiers like dumb beasts. I looked upon the young women lying on the floor, surprise still etched on their faces, praying that I’d find none familiar to me. It’s one thing to battle someone to the death who has chosen that path for themselves, but another entirely to murder those helplessly enthralled by a godlike being. Sweet Desna protect me.

From the cellar prison she freed the women who would help her subdue the rest of Ileosa’s Gray Maidens and secure the city. Our work done, we prepared to leave but suddenly she returned, hastily pressing the maps of Castle Korvosa we’d need into PJ’s hands, then sent him away with a slap on the ass.

From there we passed near the old neighborhood where I’d shared an apartment with Redcullin that seems like a lifetime ago.

“I wonder whatever happened to him?” P.J. wondered aloud.

“Hell, he’s probably piss drunk in some pub as we speak, crotch rotten from two-copper whores,” Finarfin spat. “Good riddance, I say. I mean, that guy could’ve been somebody. A hero. A fuckin’ Dude, dammit. You know what I’m saying? Instead, what does he do? He chooses to slink away like a coward.”

“Harsh,” I laughed. “What is it with you? He’s just a kid.”

“Maybe his clan called him home,” Szechuan added helpfully.

We followed the avenue below the Heights until reaching the wrecked waterfront separating the city from Old Korvosa. PJ cast wind walk again, and we wafted serenely over the imposing battlements protecting the Arkonas. They must have recognized us because we were soon presented to the same bored majordomo who served us last time, only now, instead of the overconfident, fat, Glorio Arkona, we waited for his willowy sister, Vimanda, who’d helped us kill him.

“State your business, gentlemen, I’m very busy,” she said upon arrival.

“All right,” PJ replied agreeably as the rest of us sat back down. “Essentially,” his head rolled the way it does when he’s winding up for a speech, “We represent a coalition of forces that want to take this Queen out. She’s a threat to everyone.”

“We have evidence that she’s been . . . infiltrated,” Driar began.

“Possessed,” Vimanda interjected, “by the dread Fangs of Kazavon, yes, I know.”

“But how? . . . ahem, of course, m’lady.” Even Driar recognized that not much was going to escape the attention of the queen of the underworld.

“We just want to know if you will support us,” PJ finished for him.

She looked at PJ and Driar for a long moment, then to the rest of us. “I owe you a favor,” she finally replied, “and Ileosa will only tolerate us as long as she has to, so yes, yes, you can count on our support. I’ll send a couple of my representatives with you to work out the details.”

“I’ll be damned,” Driar marveled. “Maybe something can be gained from straight talk after all!”

We woke Szechuan and were soon on our way to the Acadamae where we hoped to talk the scholars into our camp but they wouldn’t even meet with us, making sure that the Queen’s spies saw no disloyalty on their part and that we saw no serious obstruction for ours.

Back in the catacombs under the temple I lay in my narrow cot thinking about you. How can I protect you? (Knowing in my heart you need none.) When will we be together again?

I rose to join Driar at evening prayer and a moment’s peace.

Your love,
Cordobles

Letter Twenty

Dear Sneffles,
We’re coming home! Somehow we survived Scarwall. . . .

After taking down Mithrodar’s last anchor we paused to survey our loot, which was far greater than I could have ever imagined possible. Part of me wanted to stop right there, grab my share, and run home. What do I care about a conflict I only half understand? You and I could disappear forever, buy our own vessel, travel the world, own an island, and make babies. I can hear you laugh and, truthfully, I dismissed the notion as soon as it entered my head. How could I raise sons knowing that I’d walked out on my friends? What could I teach them? Come what may I’m in this to the end, which I hope will be glorious. Besides, there’s more loot to be had and no natural son of Gaedrun Lamm can turn his back on that!

We’ve seen so many dead things since entering Scarwall that we’ve become quite jaded, so it took us all by surprise when, while Szechuan was prying gems from one of the many skulls littering the room, it suddenly spoke to him!

“I am Andachi of Tamrivena!” it proclaimed.

“I didn’t do it!” Szechuan replied, hastily dropping the chattering pate, wiping his hands on his bloody tunic.

Nobody was too sure of who Andrachi was, or any of the other skulls who gave us their names, but they’d obviously come to a bad end. I shivered, realizing that I could end up like one of them, especially if we’re dealing with that fucker Rovagug.

On this note we packed the stuff we’d won by rite of combat and dragged it back to the guardhouse where we rested before searching out Mithrodar. Like the previous evening, I woke early and, feeling restless, slunk carefully out into the night under our watchman’s (i.e. Finarfin’s) nose, who was—typically—smoking zong and staring dreamily out a window.

“Laori, where are you?” I whispered. But there was no answer. Then I heard a sound down a long hallway and followed it to a door that was slightly ajar. In the dim glow of an oil lamp I saw Asrya, the chain demon—but she was not alone. It took me a moment to realize that what I was seeing was her making love to one of her own kind! They lay entangled, chains lustily entwined, rattling and clanking in rhythmic harmony, blue sparks flying, the smell of ozone, sighs like wagonwheels over cobblestone.

“Very charming,” a husky voice whispered into my ear. Startled, I jumped haphazardly, bouncing off the heavy door and landing helplessly on the flat of my back. In a heartbeat she was next to me, breathing hotly in my ear, undoing my belt.

“Laori,” I gasped.

“Ta ta,” she grinned. I felt her cold blade against my scrotum and, Desna help me, my erection became all the greater.

“That’s my boy,” she giggled and took me right there on the floor. After our first orgasm together she put the knife away and we rutted like two barbarians on the corpses of their enemies. Making love to Laori Vauss is something like fucking a porcupine, only worse, because she makes the pain feel so good. I treated her in kind and soon we were slipping over one another in our own sweat, blood, and come. She bit and cursed me as I gouged and bruised her. Dawn found us exhausted in each others’ arms, gasping for air, so sensitive that the slightest breeze sent us both into ratcheting orgasm. I kissed her full red lips, which were covered with my issue, as my lips were covered with hers.

 Ah, I considered asking her to come away with me, but then I remembered you, my love. You, whose love is unqualified, healing and pure, as wholesome as mothers’ milk, and who loves me for what I am, not as a trophy on her wall—Laori would be the death of me, sooner rather than later, I think. I watched her closely as she put on her clothes, wincing at times, and leaving me with a final lingering kiss—she seemed suddenly bashful, but I watched her all the same, as much to make sure she didn’t circle back to kill me, as to express my love for her. Then I crawled back to the guardhouse—bleeding from a thousand wounds; stinking of sperm, shit, and vaginal fluid—where an astonished, and possibly nauseated, Driar healed me without a word (although his eyes burned brightly with indignation).

Then I took Szechuan’s proffered cup of coffee and tried to stop my hands shaking.

It didn’t take us long to find Mithrodar’s lair. While most of the boys went in the hall’s front entrance, Driar followed me around to the back door. I’ve never written much about Driar despite the fact that he is a cleric of our beloved Desna. He’s a chilly and imposing figure, an authority type who is not impressed by my waggish incorrigibility. He sees Desna-worship as a very serious thing and doesn’t believe me sincere but, as you know, if it wasn’t for Desna I never would have made it out of the slums, never twigged that there was more to life than rolling drunken sailors, breaking and entering, or convincing young girls to try their luck on the streets.

Of course, I didn’t tell him that.

Driar entered first and quickly realized that we were close enough to the ancient guardian to count the hairs on his ass, so I stayed outside the door and used my shortbow to good effect as Szechuan, typically, went toe-to-toe with the creature. With his anchors gone Mithrodar was vulnerable. I concentrated on his spectral minions as the boys wailed on him until he literally gave up the ghost, leaving us with a loud hiss, like a fat man on Bean Day. There was a moment of silence before we heard the heartening sounds of the ancient curse being lifted from the castle and the release of many trapped and suffering souls, including, I assume, our old pal Zellara.

Outside of loving you, this is the proudest moment of my life.

Then things really got freaky as the air in front of us shimmered and shook as an old geezer emerged, like he’d stepped from some ancient time, the buckles on his shoes giving him away, about a thousand years out of fashion. Raw strips of skin peeled from him in a languid and haphazard way until his flesh was completely gone. Then he healed and the process started over again. He didn’t seem to mind, like he’d grown used to it.

He spoke with difficulty, it being so long, I suppose. At first I didn’t think he was speaking a language I understood but I soon realized that it was like our speech, only noisier, with glottal stops we would never use. It was Count Andachi himself (the same guy whose skull we’d found) and he said that he had ruled Tamrivena a long time ago until his general Kazavon (yeah, the fang guy, whose partial spirit in now living inside Ileosa’s brainpan) caught up with him and turned him into a BLT.

(FYI: The guys look down on me for using street-talk like BLT, LOL, IMHO, etc. They say it’s not dope and no true PC would ever sully an RPG with such chattertalk. I don’t know, I hear the NPC’s using it all the time, and even the GM himself. WTF? If we would all just LOL we’d be much better off, IMHO. That’s how us kids discussed what we were going to do with the bean-sniffers and bent eagles in the old days, without them suspecting a thing. Yep, so if I lapse into old-school once in awhile STFU, I’m LMFAO. LSMFT!)

Anyway, Count Andachi was trapped here afterward, even when Mandraivus arrived to ram his mighty sword Serithtial up Kazavon’s ass. His victory was short lived because soon after the orcs made sure Mandraivus’s spirit joined him with the many others the castle’s foul aura captured. Finally, after many centuries, a party of “true heroes” (his words, not mine) arrived to finish the job.

Only the job was not done. “You must retrieve the sword, Serithtial,” he told us. “Kazavon is returning, gaining power every day. He’s taken your Queen and the world itself hangs in the balance.”

Melodramatic, I know, but that wasn’t the end of it. “Even now the minions of the Midnight Lord, Zon-Kuthon, seek to deny you your prize. Go to the Star Tower. Go. . . .”  With a sigh like an old man passing gas he embarked for the next world.

“Damnation,” hollered PJ. “Let’s move!”

Naturally, there was no way into the Star-shaped tower, which had grown a cap like the hood on a penis. With the lifting of Scarwall’s curse, though, the gargoyles had apparently migrated back to hell so Finarfin was able to fly us to the top where Laori waited with her pals, Shadowcount Sial, and Asrya, the chain demon, who looked none the worse for wear after her amorous interlude. For that matter, neither did Laori, who chose to ignore me as frostily as she had been passionate just hours before. I didn’t blow our cover.

“WT”—I mean—“What the fuck?” PJ said.

“We were waiting for you,” Laori shrugged, with a sharp insouciance that caused his eyes to bulge in anger. We followed them down a long spiral staircase, arrogantly cut into the living stone by the Midnight Lord Zon-Kuthon’s thrall. At the bottom was about what you’d expect for a freak’s bedchamber, although it’s been a long time since anyone died here in bondage.

It turns out this is but one of a series of Star Towers that stitch the earth together binding “The Rough Beast” (Rovagug) within.

Things were spooky enough when a disembodied voice greeted us cordially, told a couple of mildly amusing jokes (Why did Rovagug cross the road? To destroy the world! Ha ha!) and asking which one of us needed a job. To be honest, guarding Rovagug’s left nipple didn’t appeal to any of us, but really, he was just asking our pals, Leori and Sial.

Sial is a snotty prick and seemed to think insulting Laori was a winning strategy, but instead she got a look in her eye that would give Zon-Kuthon pause. I think Laori could have handled him alone but I felt restless, sideling behind him with a quiet hand at my rapier of human-bane. The others boxed him in on either side.

Sial reddened, but wisely decided to make no move.

“Hey, don’t take it so hard, Sial,” Laori smirked, “it’s only until the end of time.”

“Damn you,” he cursed bitterly. “Damn you all!”

The disembodied voice chuckled. “You two come back to the top of the tower and we’ll hash out your new duties. The rest, follow the stairs down to find what you seek.”

“Crap,” said Laori, surprisingly me with a desperate look. I crossed to her expectantly, secrecy forgotten.

“This is it,” she said, looking first at me and then beyond me. “I give this pain to Zon-Kuthon, and thank him for it.” She then embraced me. Her barbs pricked me and the pain was sweet. I glimpsed no hidden knife so I returned her caress, tasting her tears, hoping Finarfin was watching my back rather than her backside.

“You’ve still got a lot to learn, grasshopper,” she said, not unkindly, giving me a peck on the cheek. “I’ll come back for you when you’ve grown up. Look for me with the first new moon of a new year.”

“I’ll be waiting,” I said to her departing back. She stopped at the foot of the stairs, turned, and gave me a little wave before disappearing.

“Wow,” said PJ, slapping me on the shoulder. “What a hottie!”

“Yeah,” I replied dreamily, wiping blood from my face, still not believing she was gone.

“I don’t think I’d keep that date with her, though.”

“Why not?”

“Don’t you know? The new moon of the new year is the Kuthites’ Eternal Kiss ceremony. For ten days they give their special guest anything his little heart desires and on the eleventh they yank his entrails out to foretell the future. Those mackerel-snappers are crazy as coots, but it’s considered a great honor.”

“Yeah . . . ,” I sighed. “Honor.”

Finarfin came over to commiserate as well. “You’ll see her again, ’Dobles,” he said brightly. “If not in this life, then the next.”

“That’s what I’m afraid of, little buddy,” I smiled. “Come on, let’s end this thing.”

“Yeah,” he snarled at our enemies, wherever they were, whoever they might be; running ahead of us in his excitement like a little boy at a picnic.

At the bottom of the stairs was a large cavern where a deep recess in the floor exuded glowing blue mist. Its walls were pitted and it looked like an easy climb but we found ourselves falling to an icy floor far below. The clammy mist roiled about us as we caught our breath. Finarfin sent out his arcane eye to scope out the cavern. It found two passages, one leading nowhere, the other to a large underground lake, with a light burning in the distance. That’s where we went.

“I hope that light ain’t Rovagug,” Szechuan muttered.

We had just carved up a few guardian turkeys when the big show arrived, erupting from the lake like a corpse-rat from the guts of a week old green cheese. Despite its power, it had a fatal weakness, being of just two dimensions, so we hacked at the thing until it was gone.

We were so tired by this time that we were just going through the motions, sending Finarfin over the lake to reconnoiter the light. It was Serithtial, all right, glowing brightly with purity and power. He grabbed it roughly from the rock it was embedded in to bring it back, thinking it now belonged to him. But, like many a virgin, it didn’t care for his touch. But like a virgin, he grabbed it anyway, flitting back and forth over the dark water like an errant firefly as it tried to escape him. Finally he made it back to shore where the sentient weapon literally threw itself into Szechuan’s loving arms.

“That’s the thanks I get?” Finarfin huffed, but no one paid him any mind as we admired the glowing sword, the legend Serithtial. Then Szechuan made an astonishing announcement.

“In accepting Serithtial, and she me, I have pledged myself to Iomedae, goddess of righteous valor, justice, and honor.”

“Wait until Bardar hears about this,” PJ said with wonder.

I won’t bore you with the logistics of our journey to Janderhoff. Hauling the loot turned out to be more trouble than any of our foes had ever been. We did make one last exploration—into the once forbidden west wing where we found the last mortal remains of the hero Mandraivus, and figured we might as well take him, too.

So we made it back to Janderhoff. Driar was eager to give his prayers to Desna so I gave him a copper for the alms box. He also assigned us tasks—mine was to accompany Finarfin to check-in with Orisini and “Squarehead” Neolandus. I was eager to tell him of our adventures and of how his pupil has grown, but his abode was quiet and still. We decided on a simple plan: Finarfin would go into a nearby tavern and keep an eye on the joint while I drifted around the neighborhood to look for trouble. Finding none, eventually I joined him inside.

“Let me just stealth in and see what’s up,” I begged.

“No, no,” he replied. “These guys are clever. We gotta watch a while longer.”

So I had a brew and a shot of something they call “Orc’s Delight” until he was finally satisfied. I went in first, picked a suspiciously easy lock, and passed inside to disable their traps. Finarfin watched from outside before coming in a few minutes later. We nosed around, finding nothing incriminating, or valuable—but I didn’t expect to.

On a whim, Finarfin cast detect secret doors and was surprised to spot a loose bit of trim around one of the front windows that opened to reveal a small hollow. Inside was a sealed envelope with a single word scrawled across it: Dudes.

“You think that means us?” I asked.

“Of course it does, you nimrod!” Finarfin snapped, reaching for the letter eagerly.

Crack!

A loud snap—mild lightning, I’m guessing—passed through him from head to foot like a bright wave on the beach. Reeling, he handed me the smoking envelope.

“Sorry, man,” I tried not to laugh. “I guess I missed one.”

So I bought the next round. The letter said they’d gone back to Korvosa and that we should follow them there to the temple of Pharasma.”

“Cool beans,” said Finarfin standing up. “I’ve got to go see a man about a dog, so I’ll talk to you later.”

“Whatever.” I watched him walk away jauntily, like a sailor his first day ashore. “Good luck, you little booger,” I thought before going my own way.

A sky citadel like Janderhoff might sound aerie but they are really claustrophobic places, buildings on top of buildings on top of buildings; with passageways up, over, around, and through. Like old Korvosa, only the ceilings are lower and the citizens wider. I was constantly in danger of being head-butt by a dwarf or catching a Barbarian’s elbow in my ear. Every once in awhile I’d see a bit of blue sky, or catch a whiff of fresh air.

I walked down to the leatherworkers block, where I took the strips of dragon I’d removed from Bellshallam. But none of the craftsman would catch more than a glimpse of the hide before shooing me out of their store. “Where’s you get that?” they’d rasp. “Don’t you know it’s against the law to tan dragonhide? I’d get my license taken away!” I was rolling the strips up and putting them back into my pack when one of the shopkeepers gingerly approached me.

“Look—for a tenner,” he whispered, “I’ll give you the name of someone who can help you.” I happily paid him the 10 gp and a half hour later found myself in a pungent, disreputable alley leading into a dark cul-de-sac. I asked passers-by for the dwarf I sought but no one would talk with me. Finally, a kid stopped and asked me who I wanted.

“Harsk, jr. the bootmaker.”

“Oh, shit.”

I waited.

“It’ll cost you.”

I shrugged and reached for my pouch but he didn’t want money. He liked the Starknife I was carrying. Now I’ve never used the weapon with its silver symbol of Desna that is only visible when spinning rapidly towards the heart of a foe. It looks cool but is not much use, so I gave it to him and he took to me Harsk, jr., right across the street. I don’t begrudge the boy because he reminded me a little of myself at that age—more interested in style than substance. As he was leaving with his prize I told him to look me up in the north ward sometime over the next few days if he wanted lessons on how to wield the thing.

Inside, Harsk, jr’s eyes lit up when he saw the skin I was holding. “Oh, yeah, man, have you got any more?”

“I’ve twice as much but you’ll only get it when you finish the boots.”

“And a thousand gold pieces.”

I laughed. “You’ll be happy with the leather.”

“Come back in two days,” Harsk, jr. grumbled while accepting the skin, taking it immediately into the back to begin a spell of curing.

I walked back to our little hut in north ward, which is also where most of the Barbarians live. The streets were wider there, the buildings taller, and although the air was not sweeter, there seemed more of it.

Szechuan and PJ had found a house with a little space around it and a defensible border. I went in and took a nap, waking towards evening when Finarfin and Driar arrived. Smelling of pussy and zong Finarfin decided to take a long bath and rest so I went over to a nearby tavern (The Glowering Beetle) with Szechuan and PJ for dinner.

Before you knew it we were invited to a table with some Barbarians just in from the Cinderlands who’d discovered we knew Krojun-Eats-What-He-Kills.

“How is the old Eater?” I asked.

They all laughed uproariously.

“What’s so funny?”

“Something he ate killed him!”

We got home quite late that night.

During the following days we sorted our loot and used the proceeds to prepare for our return to Korvosa. In my spare time I showed the boy, Glanili, how to use his new weapon. When he could swing it without cutting himself, I tutored him in the art of bluff, taking your opportunities, flanking your opponent, how to cut low, stab high, and when to run away.

“Only a coward would run,” he said contemptuously.

“Yeah," I quoted the Bard:

'A coward lives another day,
while the heroes have all turned to clay.'"

He didn’t come back after that. It’s what I get for being honest.

I content myself with playing with the house’s cat, Mortimur, whose trick is to let you brush his long red and black coat for few moments before suddenly catching your wrist in his sharp teeth. It is all in play, though, he never bites too deeply. The trick is to brush him until he's about to snap, and then calm him down with your free hand. Of course, at some point he always snaps. Then we roughhouse until he or I become bored.

I sold off some of my baubles and the weapons I never used. I had intended to return Orisini’s Keen rapier to him but sold it instead. His note did say that we should prepare for the final battle, so I think he would want it this way.

I bought a ring of invisibility, upgraded my amulet of protection, doubled the resistance of my cloak, and acquired a few other surprises to spring on the Queen and her toadies. Most amazing, Driar took me aside and, with a very serious look, suggested we share a ring of friend shield. I was agog at the honor he did me. He’s kind of signed on as my big brother now. When Finarfin asked, “Why him and not me?” Driar shrugged, saying, “The boy has a good heart but lacks direction.” I don’t know how the direction thing will work out but I feel honored nonetheless.

My one last chore was to go pick up our new boots. Harsk, jr. did a beautiful job, a true craftsman, and I’m looking forward to personally slipping yours onto your beautiful feet. I handed over the rest of the dragonhide to him as payment. Harsk, jr. hastily checked the contents, indicating his satisfaction even as the treacherous dwarf had arranged for neighborhood thugs to take the boots away and all they could strip me of as I left his shop. I was unsurprised to see that one of his lads was Glanili, who smirked when he saw me. It was all so predictable I had to laugh. A minute later they lay groaning in the street and I had my Starknife back.

“Look me up when you’re ready to carry this again,” I told the cowering boy. “Ask for Cordobles of Korvosa.” I left the shop, whistling a happy tune while twirling the Starknife with my free hand.

Dear lady, I’m coming home.

Love you soon,
Cordobles

Next is Finarfin's Twenty-first Report

Letter Nineteen

Dear Sneffles,
I feel badly about getting Szechuan killed. I mean, it was his decision to stand and fight, and we would have had to confront that monster anyway, but it was my rookie error that got him killed. But I’m getting ahead of myself.

It began with Finarfin pulling his eyeball out of its socket with a soft “plop” and sending the dripping orb down the long dark hallway before us—I'm kidding, of course. "That's not how arcane eye works!" Finarfin lectured stentoriously as we followed it down the hallway. I listened to him with one ear while checking for traps as he told us how the thing worked, what it was seeing, and what he would do with it once we returned to civilization, which doesn't bear repeating except that he said he intends to keep his mystic eye out for you, dear Sneffles, so you might want to modify your arcane eye trap so that it doesn't blind him permanently.

I found no traps, which made me nervous because whatever awaited us obviously did not feel the need for special protection. We came to a door that opened easily into a darkened space, lighted only with a few guttering torches. On one end was a sacrificial pit of ash and bone in front of a large stone fetish of Zon-Kuthon, spiked chains dangling from its eye sockets. Amongst the ashes beneath I found an exquisite—priceless—necklace and, like a young plowboy visiting his first cathouse, I picked it up.

The ashes erupted around my head in a furious tempest that stung my nose, mouth, and eyes. I caught one glimpse of Mithrodar’s spirit anchor emerging (either lich or demi-lich depending on whom you ask) when my world filled with unbelievable pain. I staggered backward, wondering why I hadn’t taken half-damage, turning and scrabbling out the door. My friends girded their loins for battle.

"Because it was an instantaneous magical effect that you could not dodge, nimrod!" I heard Finarfin growl as I stumbled past him.

As I lay on the floor outside retching, the sounds coming from the next room were frightful—guttural snarls, loud thumps, and shrieks of agony. As soon as I could stand I lurched back down the hall to fetch help, to find Laori. She had just finished her prayers, bleeding from a hundred small cuts, as I fell into her arms, white with ash, stammering my story as acrid smoke curled from my hair and clothes. In the cold light she looked down at me as if at a sniveling child at the fishmarket.

“Oh, bother!” she snapped, dropping me on my head. "Show me!"

As I picked myself off the floor and hobbled away I did not care that I had exposed my back to her, for her scorn was a far sharper weapon than her hook could ever be. Ducking low, I tried to hide my burning shame, but I could hear her cruel, musical laughter echoing down the hall.

The room was ominously quiet as we approached. Reaching the door we could hear low moans and muffled sobbing emerging from within. Laori’s smile grew broader, feral only begins to describe it. From the doorway I spied Szechuan lying in a pool of vomit and blood. I found out later that he had refused to back down when our comrades had begged him to save himself, simple replying, “That’s not my way.” His little buddy Finarfin seemed relatively unscathed as he kneeled beside the corpse. Blood was everywhere, mostly Szechuan’s, who lay broken on the floor. “Help him somebody!” Finarfin wailed.

Driar and PJ could only shrug their impotence, looking bewildered.

Laori turned to me. “Where did you get that?” she asked.

I realized that she was staring at the strand of expensive prayer beads I’d mistaken for a necklace. “Oh, I dunno,” I shrugged.

Coyly smiling, she said, “I may be able to help your friend.”

“Say what?” PJ stepped forward aggressively. “Why didn’t you say so before?”

“You had nothing of value before.” She nodded at the beads. “Like those.”

I would have given it to her without qualm but PJ and Finarfin insisted on haggling over our friend’s life like pimps on a streetcorner at 3am. While they bargained I inspected the prayer beads, which looked unsettlingly like the anal beads you innocently wore as a necklace to the street fair when you were just six years old. These beads were very important, I knew that, and was one of the reasons Laori and her pals had hooked up with us in the first place, but really we had no choice—we could hang onto the baubles or we could save our pal.

So Laori got our prize and Szechuan reanimated with a cough of phlegm that almost took off Driar’s head—fast reflexes, I note. But even so he was on death’s doormat and needed restoration fast. PJ wasted some of that time tracking down Laori’s pals and inveigling Sial to restore the barbarian but the Shadowcount laughed at him derisively as PJ barely restrained his anger, the muscles standing out on his neck like whippet-cordwood. The Shadowcount could not be persuaded by compassion, by threat, or by riches.

Finarfin hoisted the huge barbarian on his back and, with PJ in tow, comically waddled off to get outside Scarwall’s necromantic influence. Kidding again, I don't know what's gotten into me. I like to read these passages to Finarfin and watch the blood rush to his head—he would kill me if he could only catch me. In truth, he gave his big pal someone to lean on as they traversed the rougher places across the bridge. As I said, it was touching.

We waited around fretfully while Driar prayed to restore our health. I wished he had a spell of cleansing because I was covered with grit that itched around my neck and chafed my nethercheeks. Laori did not bother with me again, so deep was her contempt. She took her leave and our beads. I don’t like to give up hard-gotten gain any more than the next thief but this one time I felt like we’d gotten the better of the deal and, with Szechuan's help, will get another chance to prove it to smug Laori, contemptuous Sial, and the chain gal.

When they finally returned PJ looked grim, Finarfin smelled like a ham and cheese on rye, and Szechuan was woozy but game for more fighting, figuring that it would settle his stomach. The whole dying thing seems to have affected him less than it did me. Brave, stubborn, loyal, and slyly stupid—he is the archetypal barbarian. I am proud to call him a fellow Dude, no matter how this turns out.

I know, this must all seem perfectly absurd to you, the all-for-one camaraderie I’m spouting, but do you remember our kid gang—the Boll Weevils—back in Old Korvosa? There was a time—when we were eight or nine—that we were one body, one mind with our gang. We did everything for one another, shared everything, did everything. It’s the reason we survived that hellish place. Sure, it ended badly, with betrayal all around, but for a little while there we trusted each other, believed in one another. Only you and I remain.

That’s how “The Dudes” feel to me (although I still can’t abide the name).

Inside the cathedral and up the stairs we surprised an old gent who fought back with fury but he was no match for my human bane rapier and soon fell in the dust. The boys were taken aback by my ferocity but I was frustrated and humiliated and needed something to take it out on.

We found nothing of value in the room so Finarfin popped his eyeball out again (kidding) sending it scurrying through the corridors and soon finding the spirit anchor we were seeking. It wore flaming armor, charging us in a fearful rush, but in the end the battle proved anticlimactic. It’s just too bad we didn’t find this guy first because he was all show and no go as Finarfin thumped him with a powerful spell and instead of laughing it off and reaming us up the backside the way they usually do, it merely disappeared with a soft hiss. His shade companions were little more than troublesome as we dispatched them back to whatever part of hell they had come from. They did leave us excellent booty.

From there we headed to the Star tower, the obvious place for the final spirit anchor. We made our way up its stairs slowly, the tension building with each step. Everyone seemed anxious to get this over with, especially Finarfin, who hopped from one foot to another as if he was late for an assignation with a lovely lady. I chalked it up to zong deprivation, it being at least an hour since he’d last imbibed.

At the top of the stairs we polished off a couple of minor entities before reaching a door that was beyond my skill to open or Szechuan’s to break. Fortuitously, Finarfin had acquired a passwall spell and we soon found ourselves inside the tower, which was filled with Zon-Kuthonic devices of torture and pain (which is getting to be monotonous IMHO). At one end of the room sat a throne and at the other a stagnant pond.

At this stage Szechuan, practical as always, pulled out his winger and peed into the pool, the sound of falling water causing me to join him there. Szechuan was so impressed by my manhood he suggested we perform a tribal ritual he called “Brothers of the bladder.” It involves pissing on the other’s head—him going first, of course. As flattering as that was I was about to decline when the final anchor appeared from nowhere, Nihil the Ashbringer, wings outstretched, scythe reaching, seeking, screeching uproariously as the great Boneclaw and its Shade companions dived for us. I confess I soiled my pants, but I wasn’t the only one.

Fortunately, Finarfin and Driar held them off while we pulled our pants up. Actually, now that I think of it, Szechuan never did get his up, using his natural club as well as his mighty axe. I did not know that they made adamantine ampallangs but surely it must hamper his mobility.

Finarfin traded blows with the Ashbringer but I could tell that something was eating him deep inside. I’d watched him enough in battle to know that he was hurrying his attack, like he just wanted to be gone from this place. I wanted out, too, but was more concerned with saving my skin. Distracted, Finarfin got whopped upside the head pretty hard, lying on the fecal-strewn floor watching the birdies circle his head as, with a mighty oath, Szechuan charged the big guy head-on while the holy joes used their sheer spiritual might to crush its pals.

This fight lasted interminably long, even when the ending was certain. I added my two bits, Thank Desna. I’ve stopping pretending that I’ll ever make a two-handed fighter. I guess I was trying to emulate Vencarlo’s rizzrazz slicing-and-dicing technique, but was never up to it. Finarfin has been hassling me to use my quickness more. “By Callistra's ponderous tits,” he’d curse me. “You’re faster than shit through a goose, but you stand there getting your brains beat out like a moron!”

The reason for that is that I can only use two-handed fighting effectively when I’m close and personal, and that technique simply doesn’t encourage moving anywhere else until the fight is over—it's a tactic for a stronger man. And Bluff? “You can’t even bluff at cards!” I remember Finarfin screaming at me, throwing his hand of five Kings into the sand by the dung-fueled fireside late one cold evening in the Cinderlands. Ah, Sneffles, I could never bluff you, either.

Once again the heavy lifting was done by the “Big Three,” while me and Finarfin did what we could around the edges. Finarfin—his head had to be ringing like a bell—limped hurriedly out of the room as if late for an appointment with his hairdresser. Was the bloodlust full upon him or was it a siren's call?

Our argument is now with Mithrodar itself. If I die here, Laori has promised to bring you this letter. You’ll finally get the chance to meet her and if anyone can turn her head to pleasure without pain, it’s you.

If this is my end let me live in your heart,

Cordobles

Next is Finarfin's Twentieth Report

Letter Eighteen

Dear Sneffles,
The night seemed to last forever in that stinking pen where we rested and the spirits came to talk with me...Little Willie, Mackerel Snapper, and Chemical Bob—they’d first appeared in my rooms at Korvosa soon after Redcullin arrived. (You know you’ve hit bottom when you have to rent a room to a Barbarian lad, wet behind the ears, and horny as a sea owl.) But you know something? He was good fun. I wonder what’s happened to that big lunk since then? Eating the brains of a four-day-dead mule in the great outback, I imagine. “Staff of life,” they call it in the Cinterlands.

What good is all this loot if we die in the morning? I could not sleep in the stuffy room and slipped out into the courtyard of our afternoon battle. I cut a big strip of dragonhide from the flank of the great beast we’d killed. I’ll have it made into boots for you, my love.

I crossed over to the well where I had cowered like a new sailor during his first storm at sea as the dragon squeezed the life from little Finarfin. Good times. From there I crossed to the passage beneath the balcony where I should have been lurking with my bow during our encounter with Bellkazar. Live and learn, I guess.

Then, a sudden movement in the shadow.

There Laori Vauss waited like a hungry cuttlefish. I approached her gingerly. She’s all fishhook, that girl. You would think that someone who loves the taste of blood as much as she does would be a vampire, but, no, it’s part of her religion, apparently, and when a female adherent of Zon-Kuthon mates, it’s said, she murders the male and then bears his child.

She’s hot! I know.

My challenge is how to get her to bear my child without me dying in the process. “Easy,” says the spider to the fly.

In the shadows she stayed mostly hidden, except for that wicked smile. “I won’t bite,” she mocked. “Maybe....”

“Who cares?” I reached for her, grasping her forearm. She had an adamantine blade stashed there. As I bent to kiss her hand I caught the scent of almonds from the poison she’d applied to its edge. I exposed the back of my neck to her killing blow.

But none came.

Instead we kissed in the wan moonlight, my left hand upon her breast, where a short-ranged magic missile aimed right between my eyes. She did not release it. She tasted sweet, which surprised me—I guess I was expecting carrion. Her garrote was finely crafted, caressing as it strangled, but she’s a bit slow, so I put her on the ground and held her there.

“Seriously, Laori,” I said as she struggled beneath me, angry now, instead of her earlier smiles. “Can’t you love a man you can’t kill?”

“I haven’t met that man yet,” she cooed, a venomous rasp.

At that moment we heard a cock crow in some forgotten corner of the castle’s keep and knew that playtime was over. I bid her farewell, ducking just before her blade whipped past my eyes. I watched her smile fading into the darkness.

I slipped back into our redoubt before anyone noticed although I caught Finarfin eyeing me speculatively later. He still insists he “made sweet love” with Trinia Sabor even though half a village and yours truly saw her somewhere else at the exact same moment she was supposedly walking the dog with him. Whatever. I guess a man’s gotta dream.

By this time the boys were stirring and working out the kinks in their joints. Szechuan let off a fart that knocked over a bench and turned Driar as green as Andoran wine. We choked down a cold breakfast, barely talking, as we each prepared for the ordeal we would soon be facing. Then Finarfin recited the infernal poem that brought us here and we went out into the gray dawn.

“Fate of steel…Serithtial Her cage for years sustained Four enthralled in lost Scarwall; Undead to keep her chained. A spirit first, red war his thirst Still stands at post of old; A second foe, infernal soul Waits high in tower cold. In kennel’s grime, third bides his time Then vents his killing breath. And on a stone ‘mid ash and bone, The final dreams of death. The spirits worn and battletorn And locked in their damnation, The chained one’s hold at last grows old And ushers in salvation. Yet hope remains amid the chains When blade’s stone cage has crumbled, Friends to dread and the death of the dead, Keys to Kazavon humbled”.

PJ thought we should pursue the “infernal soul” in the nearby tower but there was no way in. Maybe it was underground. Szechuan solved the problem by headbutting a hole in the wall. The boy was jacked to the gills, but I think it was his stones talking, not spell nor herb. We entered cautiously, me lurking in the background like a circus pickpocket.

Finarfin, still smarting from the whupping he’d taken from the dragon, demanded the point, hurrying up a dark staircase where several hellhounds mischievously waited for him. They burned his hair off, giving him his second thrashing in two days. It was hard not to laugh at his surprised yelp, although, to be honest, it wasn’t funny. I tried to cut the legs out from under one of them as it came down the stairs but was shouldered aside by PJ excitedly joining the fray.

A loud gooey splat came from upstairs where Driar had popped a ripe Zombie like a week old boil. We found the rest of the tower empty and were soon contemplating the awesome awfulness of Scarwall from the roof. The bulky shapes of Gargoyles lumbering across the sky reminded me of crows circling the docks in Old Korvosa. Above all a large star-shaped tower loomed and I wondered with a shiver whose eyes were watching us from there. A second tower, much like the one we’d just climbed, anchored the far side of the castle.

We had gotten some nice loot but overall the tower had been a waste of time and we returned to ground floor arguing about our next step, deciding to try our luck in the dungeons next. We descended a short set of stairs into a wide corridor. It was empty and dull. PJ counted his steps as we carefully looked for any entrance into Scarwall’s inner depths. Finally, we found ourselves standing before a large stone door, permanently sealed from the outside. Who—or what—could possible be so dangerous that they would have to be locked away here? And why would we wake such a creature?

Szechuan didn’t care, he made short work of the door using his warhammer this time instead of his head, which had turned black and green and begun to swell ominously.

Inside was a large chamber, on one end of which was an altar and on the other a pool of water that reminded me uncomfortably of the well holding the tentacled creature in the Acropolis. I hung back as the others struggled to get inside, restrained by some sort of spell that spat Finarfin out like a pumpkin seed across the hard, broken tile.

Like sudden Death, Laori Vauss stepped from the shadows, a pixie grin on her face. She helped Finarfin up, saying, “What the fuck?” She ignored me but gave Finarfin the attention an old grandma gives a plump rabbit right before she breaks its neck.

We led her over to the hole in the wall where she gave a squeal of delight upon seeing the altar, which turned out to be a holy place of her deity, Zon-Kuthon. Yeah, he’s a nasty piece of work, but she was able to neutralize his spell for us and also got to ritually slice herself and bleed a little for the greater glory of her god—win-win for everybody.

The entrance to the dungeon was sealed but it wasn’t too hard to pop its lock. I’ve come a long way since Burns’s tutelage, I wonder where the old boy is now and if he’s as rich as I?

In any case, we started with the loot for a change, literally mounds of diamond dust. Maybe I’ll make a cake of them for you when I return. That’s when four ravaged specters appeared, late as always, and said some pretty rude things to us before the Holy Joes took them out. Finarfin basically called me a pussy for not joining in the fight but I don’t see how my blades would have helped with spirits. Maybe he’s right, though, maybe I am a pussy—a pussy who intends to survive these shenanigans of ours and one day cover you with chocolate and diamond dust.

All my love,
Cordobles

Next is Finarfin's Nineteenth Report